Ok, so I've finally come to realize, I'm never going to get any rest or relaxation....ever.  All I want is to have one or two days a week where I don't have to do anything.  Where I can just sit around and do nothing.  But it's always something.  Call this person, Pay this bill, Run this errand, Try and fit 26 hours of work into 24 hours of day.  I just wish I could have a job that paid me enough that I only had to work one job instead of two,and not that I've made a commitment to work harder on my music (I write and play worship music), And the desire that I have to put on a concert to help VH1 Save the Music (I don't even know where to begin!), things are only going to get worse.  On top of that I lead the Wednesday evening worship service.  Talk about sleep deprivation.  The problem is that I don't work that much during the week, but mostly on the weekends, so it feels like I'm working 7 days a week.  And some weeks I do.  Is it too much to ask for a set schedule?  It doesn't even have to be 9-5, but something that's set so I can at least get on some kind of schedule. and one more thing...these late Friday night games...and then having to do the news Saturday morning.....sucks!!!