I have worked 24 out of the last 48 hours and I've come to realize........I'm a very jaded person.  I like to think of myself as optomistic...but hey....sometimes work sucks.  My bosses don't appreciate me.  And when they say they do....I know it's a lie.  Sometimes I wonder why I try so hard for so little in return.  Is it for the internal satisfaction of knowing I did a good job?  Is it just a way to pass the time?  Is it to please those that love me?  All I really know is I have two jobs...go to school full time...try to lead worship every Wednesday evening at church...spend time with my fiance...and try to find a few minutes to rest in between.